I know we aren’t exactly on speaking terms at the moment. I know we’ve hurt each other. But why does it feel like we are letting our egos get the better of our relationship?
Why does it have to mean staying mad at each other? Why do we have to fight? Why should we always wait for the other to text first?
That is when two people put equal efforts in a relationship. But then it is not us, is it?
Why is it that you are too busy to spare five minutes a day for me? Why do I always text you first yet get no replies? Who do I have to be the one to always make an effort to start a conversation and keep it going?
Do I not mean anything to you or is your head too high up in the sky? Am I not worthy of your time? What was is it that drew you to me then but isn’t working it’s magic now?
I’ve had enough of the insecurities of me blaming myself for every wrong turn along this journey we embarked on. It’s beyond time for me to recognize my worth. And if you think you can treat me like trash and expect me to stay, then guess what? No man on earth has never been more wrong in life that you at this point. And no one will be more enlightened than you once you get to the point of realization.
All people at least once in their life need to realise that the things we deem to be the most significant in our life might not be the same opinion shared by another person. That other person could be your parent, or best friend or your significant other or your spouse. You need to let the other person know what means a lot to you and what doesn’t. And sometimes trying to set things straight causes the whole issue to lose its significance. Or makes it insignificant.
This new year I’m making it a point to put all things rubbish into a place where it belongs to. After all it’s called garbage-can and not garbage-cannot. Have fun in the dumpster! Adios!!